time to cut back

[bilberrying]

I'm on leave now and have been messaging the ex too much while away. Old habit of staying in touch while travelling. Not good. I am falling into the old trap of thinking that I know what I'm doing and can't get hurt. If someone's going to get hurt it's him. Yes, I am not very smart. Why do I even do this; imagine myself unhurtable in these things? It's very bizarre. I have to stop messaging him. Come on, bilberry, you are stronger than this!