bilberrying

Evenings are the hardest. They feel so long. Not that I don't have stuff to do, but it's all done so quickly and then there's just Netflix and doing what I want. Strange and wrong, in a way, that I would find this so difficult.

Edit: it's also a real struggle to not be constantly eating. I just want to fill this hole in my soul with chocolate. And chocolate. And ice cream. And crisps. And biscuits. So, yeah, most of my energy goes to resisting the urge to eat (outside of meal times).