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1. Getting into pyjamas as soon as I get home. I guess it's a good thing I felt I wanted to be presentable to my SO. But no more! Ha!
2. Weird dinners. I like cooking, I like good food. But I also like: "hmm, what do I have in the fridge... what happens if I just fry all of this in a pan?" If I was cooking, I felt the need to make an effort and an actual dish rather than experimental cuisine (I did do that a bit, but always felt more or less ashamed).
3. Autonomy. Me, my body, my thought, my ways. Damn, it feels good. All the space is mine and my rules.
4. Going to bed whenever I like. Usually means early, maybe a bit of tv before sleep. Again, my (overly?) accommodating ways: did he need me to stay up? I don't think so. Did I feel some primordial pressure of having to stay up to "keep him company"? Yes. Why? Because stupid.
2. Weird dinners. I like cooking, I like good food. But I also like: "hmm, what do I have in the fridge... what happens if I just fry all of this in a pan?" If I was cooking, I felt the need to make an effort and an actual dish rather than experimental cuisine (I did do that a bit, but always felt more or less ashamed).
3. Autonomy. Me, my body, my thought, my ways. Damn, it feels good. All the space is mine and my rules.
4. Going to bed whenever I like. Usually means early, maybe a bit of tv before sleep. Again, my (overly?) accommodating ways: did he need me to stay up? I don't think so. Did I feel some primordial pressure of having to stay up to "keep him company"? Yes. Why? Because stupid.
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